Saturday morning Karie, Samantha, and I drove up to Celina to visit the Big Orange Pumpkin Farm. It was a lot of fun. They had a petting zoo with cows, longhorns, goats and sheep. The kiddos were not allowed in the pens with the animals but since we go there first thing in the morning the animals were nice and hungry so it wasn't hard to get them to come over. Actually the sheep were pretty aggressive and one of them was able to get a feed cup away from Karie and eat it all up. It was funny because the sheep just shoved it's nose into the cup and tilted it's head back and all the feed was gone! The longhorns and cows were her favorite. When she would see one she would run towards them yelling "MMMMOOOOOooooooo!!!!"
On Sunday not much was going to happen outdoors because it was actually raining. It rained on and off most of the day on Sunday and boy did we need it. It wasn't enough to end the drought but it helped. The weather man said we still have a 9 inch deficit for rain this year and it looks like it will be a dry winter so unless we get some drought busting rain it looks like my water bill won't be going down anytime soon.
Then finally we get to bath time! I remember when bath time used to be a fun time, not just a something you did every morning or night that is part of your daily routine. Samantha loves running water, I guess who doesn't. The feel and look of it is just cool, no matter how old you are. Samantha was having a really good time in the bath until she fell face first into the water. For an adult this is not a big deal but for a 15 month old falling like that can be terrifying. In an instant she was face down and not able to breathe. Karie scooped her up immediately and I wrapper her in a towel because I knew this meant the end of bath time. Samantha was crying but it wasn't her normal "I"M PISSED!!!!" cry it was a whiny and pitiful "I'm scared..." cry. I hate that cry. The pissed cry happens all the time, it's not hard to piss off a little toddler, but the scared cry really bothers me. It makes me feel like I failed as a parent. Yes, I know it's just part of her learning but I still don't like it and I know that I can not prevent these situations from happening. Nor should I try unless I want Samantha to grow up sheltered and scared of the world. So the best I can do is offer a comforting hug and let her know she is alright.
It wasn't long before she was back to herself and she picked up my brush and decided that she needed to brush mine and her hair.
So what do pumpkins, twins, rain and bath time mean to me. It means I had a great weekend with my family and reminds me of how truly blessed I am.
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